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If life was a dream
and we could say how it went,
would we be happy
with how our lives were spent?
I've been thinking about this,
now, many a'days
and the only conclusion
is still in this maze.
By maze, I mean mind
since, that's what they are.
They're all tangled and mangled
and they drift much too far.
Sometimes when I am alone
and deep in my mind,
I think about disappearing
and leaving it all behind.
But then another thought
comes to me at that same time,
"But what would it be like
if I crossed the dark line?"
At night, when I dream,
of people and places,
of brilliant gardens
and bright shining faces,
I know I feel happy
with this warm, fuzzy dream.
Oh, it's so beautiful
So perfect, it seems.
But then I wake up
and all perfectness is gone.
Sometimes it's at 2 or 3 am
but usually it's around dawn.
The thing that is troubling
me, as of this moment
is that my dreams went away.
I lost a component.
A part that was needed
to make them surreal...
without this missing thing
I don't know how I feel..
And If one doesn't know how they feel,
What can they do?
Take time to look inside themselves,
and start out anew?
One day soon,
I'll figure this out.
Get my dreams back again
and I'll scream and I'll shout.
Because I'll have them again.
They and I will, again meet..
Because without these warm dreams,
I am not quit complete....

© Rachel Cameron 12/2003

"Martyrdom: The only way a man can become famous without ability." George Bernard Shaw

There was a young girl named Jill
who used a stick of dynamite for a thrill.
She blew her vagina to South Carolina,
and half of her tit to Brazil.

The opinions and other statements contained herein are not the beliefs of any organization, entity, or any other group other than my own. They do not reflect the official position of any group which I belong to, am affiliated with, or in any other way am involved with. These opinions are mine, and mine alone (well, if you consider "alone" to include the myriad voices that trot through my head on a random basis).




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